souless

have you ever felt that your life is meaningless. I mean I sit here doing nothing but taking up space, sure I go to school, I hang our with friends etc... but it feels fake. Sometimes I feel so useless, like Im a mindless drone and there's nothing I could do about it. people would say well get off ur ass and do something, but thats just it...no matter what I do I feel empty, I can voulnteer, fudraise play sport anything and I still feel empty... it would feel like Im doing something just for the sake off doing something, there's no heart, no soul...thats it im souless